She is loved beyond words... Missed without Measure

Sometimes as Christians we wonder why God chooses to heal one on this earth and not the other. For there are many in this room today who have faith greater than a mustard seed and loved this Belle-bird, my niece immensely and in unity.

I believe God the Father was going to heal my beloved niece in this world. I had believed this for many decades & then God changed His mind. Not because of anything we had done. Yet because of the ways of the world. The world has been plying its trade for way too long and is no longer good enough for God’s children, His family. The Heavenly Father chose to heal her in His kingdom. I received this message twelve to eighteen months ago that her healing would be activated there. I saw in a vision Miss Belle-bird in her full beauty in shalom, long elegant body in a standing pose on the meadow of a hill with her long brown tousles of hair dancing, caught in the gentle breeze. So long ago, I now do not recall if that was a bird she had resting on her bent arm that had caught her focus or was it the movement of a dance on that hill in a soft light lemony yellow dress as the wind caught her up in the softness of the moment, moving freely & without the constraints of this world.

My favourite memory of this young woman is off her waddling around the backyard of her Grandparents home at Blackstone, lagging just a little behind her cousins and uncle of close range proximity, as they ran freely in laughter and fun chasing each other in their little posse; her in blue toddler toweling training pants, bare feet, short bob hairstyle & her bird like shining smile. Occasionally I would run behind her and lift her off her feet and place her in the middle of that small group. Most times though there was no need, they all looked after each other, including the straggler. There was the odd call, “Come on you!” from one of them, as they called her by name.

The other moment was standing at a supermarket checkout with her in my arms as I dangled a blue packet freddo frog before her. She held it. She looked at it & gave it a bit of a feel and handed it back to me. I laughed as at this time of her life she had not discovered the delight of chocolate that as a toddler she had been banned from consuming. Who gave this smiling one her first taste I do not know yet I heard one family member say her ears prick up when someone says chocolate.

My saddest memory is during a hospital visit she shared she was having her ligaments and muscles cut to lengthen them. It shocked me to know that her suffering of Muscular Dystrophy disease required such an action to prevent restrictions of stretching one’s limbs out.  This may have only been a once off operation I am not sure, yet time and time again she soldiered on in her treatment & hospital stays. 

I had started a year or two ago writing to my niece monthly, usually adding a tidbit about her dad. I stopped about 6 months ago and then remembered in the past two months that I had stopped. In this fortnight holiday leave from work I was going to restart. With the tidbits again. Too late! Too late! I hear and question why I stopped.

I work in an environment that robs one of their clarity of thinking and action. This is one of the ways of the world that the Heavenly Father is not pleased with: a reason why it is necessary to stay connected to the body of Jesus Christ through prayer, study of God’s holy breathed inspired word and in community of gathering together to help maintain our clarity of thought and action.

I want you to know it is never too late, there are circumstances not within our control that blocks one from doing what we could or saying what we should. God has a plan in the suffering. In Belle-bird’s circumstances and at perhaps at requests of her Nanna (in heaven watching what is going on below) to God the Father that this young woman was better off with God in His kingdom as she will have more fullness of freedom in her true home. That is not too say Ms Belle-bird’s passing did come as a shock to the many.

I had a dream in the sleeping hours of Wednesday night/Thursday morning long before I knew of Belle-bird’s passing. The dream went, an old family friend who has passed on in the last few months had restructured and tided my flower beds and back seating area. There was no reason to dream of this person or such an action. All that I could think of after hearing of Belle-bird’s passing was that it was a message from heaven, that God had indeed prepared a place for her in His garden for in my father’s house there are many rooms.

That is not all; on the evening before the morning of her passing (maybe sometime between 9 and 10pm if not later) I had not long finished my evening prayers as I sat up in my bed, propped on a pillow.  I was tired and had been drifting in and out of sleep during this short pray session when I hear the words, “will you pray for Belle-bird?” Tiredness, an attitude of ‘I am done for today’ I’ve got nothing left, thoughts she has been in my prayers on & off all week and the past month that I didn’t believe a delay would be an issue. I replied, ”I will pray for her in my early morning’s prayers.” I left it at that, the voice said no more.

I did not know she was in hospital, I thought she was safe at home. If I had known I would have squeezed whatever energy I had left that evening and forced even another one minute of prayer. For targeted words in prayer can nail and overcome any problem. For decades, my first-born niece and I would up our prayers targeted at this one’s wellbeing as soon as we heard Belle-bird was in hospital. Hospitals are spiritual war zones and more prayer protection is needed for the one in the fight for life. We had heard nothing, there was no social media posts to share she was an in-patient.

The quiet spoken voice that was in my room said nothing except asked “will you pray for Belle-bird?” it did not share she was in need; it did not say I would like you to pray now. It did not say please pray now, don’t leave it till tomorrow. She is in need tonight.

I do not know who that voice belonged to, and I did not hear the owner enter my room, and I did not ask.

What would have been the outcome if I prayed on request instead of delaying, I do not know?

Is this an example of obey God, don’t ask why, just do? Trust and Obey. You don’t need to know the situation at hand but you will see the outcome if you do as I ask.

What I do know is, we are all in a spiritual battle and targeted as members of the family of Jesus Christ. It is necessary to let other family members know when one is in difficulty of any form including when one is an in-patient in a hospital. Extra prayer cover is required to strengthen and empower the one in need during a battle for life. Reread the story in Book of Daniel chapter ten where the Prince of Persia was elongating a battle with a messenger sent to give Daniel a message. Michael one of the chief princes came to help the messenger succeed in the task of getting the message through.

Ms Belle-bird’s other grandmother on her mother’s side went into hospital once and I got word of it, prayers went up and in no-time this grandmother was back home. One extra body helps to overcome in the battles that this world throws at us.

I had intentions of dropping a video to Ms B in late July, ‘The Book Thief‘ a beautiful story told in the eyes of a young girl about a village of people who overcame the odds in life. I guess there is no need now as she will more than likely meet this person personally for heaven is a place where all God’s children shine and grow and unite, where our loved ones who go before us wait till we are all reunited as a whole village once again.

Have you ever notices how Christian rarely say dead or died when speaking of a loved one? That’s because we don’t die our soul the essence of who we are heads back to the home we originated from. Our fleshly body returns to the dust, from dust we came, to dust it returns, our spirit returns to its owner too, for Christians are gifted the Holy Spirit that leads to all truth, and so it returns to God the creator of all. Our soul heads home for that big party in the sky where all heaven rejoices when another has made it home.

If you want to join the celebration, when your time comes then ensure you find and accept Jesus Christ before it is too late.

I give thanks and praise to God the Father for the devotions of my beautiful niece and a life shared in Jesus Christ and filled with the Holy Spirit.

(Many will have difficulties in accepting what I am about to share. I say this for I question and acknowledge the many ways of the world and the harm and assaults targeted at children, the constraints of this world that restricts and debilitates the many.)

Not for one minute do I believe God gave Belle-bird the disease #MuscularDystrophy (MD). Nor do I believe for one-minute God gives any child a so-called genetic disease or cancer.

One… what I believe is occurring is that the parents are allowing people to speak over their children giving them sicknesses as labelled by the world and based on the symptoms; and even allowing people who practice in the occult to place their hands on a child offloading their spiritual filth of entities creating sickness in a little one.

Two… this I believe goes even further that perhaps the parents or grandparents or even further back have gotten mixed up in the many harmful spiritual religion decrees God our Father has shared to stay away from for the dangers and harm that they bring. Today there are secret societies such as freemasonry and Jesus spoke of the ways of the Nicolaitans.

The Nicolaitans continued to claim that they were Christian yet continues to practice the many pagan ways that Jesus abhorred.  These practices taint and harm the body in more ways than one understands. The Nicolaitans way of life is still ripe in many of our Christian churches and this is harmful to the body of Christ as well as harmful to the children and the community.

Any group or club that practices and delivers with pagan rituals and Satan’s craft is harmful to the one involved and the many they are involved with.

I am aware of many spiritual entities and the harm they do and the sicknesses they bring and at times debilitate with.

#CysticFibrosis a chronic lung condition and manifests a box like shape imagery in the lungs is perhaps more to do with a black star that has lodged there that is inclined to affect the children of some. A friend’s father was in palliative care and the family had come to share their last moments, I was minding the young grandchild one afternoon when I watched what appeared to be a black star fly past and near the little one. I prayed if this is what it is that is does not affect the child. I was working in a hospital at the time and was under fire from the witches and was not sure it’s this black dot was a black harmful spiritual star from them or an insect in the room.

Months later the child was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, a disease that appears to run in this family as this little one’s aunt has suffered from the condition most of her nearly 50 years life and a young uncle passed as a small child.

What I have come to discover over the years since then is that on the passing of a parent or grandparent, the familiar spirits and entities attached to the deceased family member desires another familiar one to attach too. In this case has the family member been deceived into a way of life that God forbids and has picked up some form of spiritual entity that has affected the child. (Many in communities are enticed into joining groups such as Freemasonry as perhaps a way of staying connected to their mates in any of the gatherings offered.) Then as parents choose to accept the symptom diagnosis and accept the worldly medical label placed on the child who will now require a lifetime of treatment. Yet what if one was fully walking with the Lord Jesus and the parent had not dabbled in error in any form of abhorrent spiritual practices that God said to stay away from and chose not to accept spoken words of sickness over their child.

Would this have changed the outcome over time by speaking healing and deliverance and binding of any spiritual entity that is causing the child’s debilitations?

Again, I say this because another I know passed who was into many ways of the New Age practices involving speaking to angels and painting what he saw. These ways involve much communication and interaction with familiar spirits, when this grandfather passed in a very quick short time one of his great-granddaughters was distressed and saying it has entered me the devil has entered me and was very soon entered into a psychiatric ward.

This is very possible as this child has not been brought up in the ways of Jesus Christ or received the Holy Spirit that Jesus offers to fill his people and block foreign entries.

What of the many families whose parents may have got caught up in the likes of Freemasonry and have unwillingly or unwittingly by their harmful spiritual practices offloaded harmful spiritual entities into those they love, making way for a path of greater difficulty in their life.

I too do not believe that my family has a disposition to a genetic condition labelled Manic Depressive aka Bipolar Disorder. The family members who have experienced episodes of the symptoms of this medically labelled disease have been known to practice in the many forms of the occult. One member and their tarot card and angel card reading and angel channelling I believe has led them to receiving spiritual entities to help them see the so-called ways of the New Age offerings; a dangerous and harmful practice to life. Another I believe was caught up within occultic practices that were spoken of that which went on in the local neighbourhood. The third well I haven’t delved into their lifestyle, but something tells me that somewhere along the journey whether knowing or unknowingly has let harmful spiritual entities into his life or perhaps he was targeted by those who practice such ways in life.

We as human beings so willingly accepted a doctor’s diagnosis and the world’s labels that we fail to pursue God and say, “what’s the Truth of this situation”. We as people allow everything else into our life’s accept the one that can save us from harm and death, Jesus Christ. We do not use Jesus authority to rebuke sickness and pain in our loved one’s sufferings or spend time in worship with God alleviating our loved one’s pain and so the suffering continues. Sometimes or more often than not one must help themselves to all that God offers and with their discipline of seeking deliverance from God the Father in Jesus name and authority in the situations that confront one’s life.

Toon Town 4th July I'm going to kick some
 tyres and light some fires & punch a hole in the sky 
James Reyne sings in his song #ToonTownLullaby