Gay Atonement

My mild discernment had my ears prick up one day at a layman learning and sharing church gathering within the Anglican churches out west. My ears appeared to prick up as when this well loved priest (by many) spoke directly behind me. I thought Lord what is going on with my ears and their voice.

I had already suspected the priest of having homosexuality tendencies and deemed that God was confirming this to me. I believe it may be a sackable offence in the church. So I guess this is why no-one spoke of perhaps the truth in the matter and perhaps why the priest never shared it. Perhaps the Priest did share with the congregation at a time when I was not present. The Priest had been at this church many years before I started attending.

This same Priest, who declined my offer of offering my services to teach religious instructions in the schools, he also seemed to be affiliated with the one who I have written much about in this book. The one I suspect of being a wolf. One morning as I entered the church with the wolf, the wolf bent over in a bow before the priest, and acted out taking his hat off and waving his hand before the priest as a jester would do before a king. I fully questioned this scenario between the two. For the priest gave permission for this wolf to have a ministry at the local University.

It was at this layman’s meeting I could detect in the priest voice more of a spirit speaking, a more pronounced entity, then the person directly.

For whatever reason God the Father wanted me to experience this then and there I had no idea at the time. Perhaps to be a watchful chaperone during the priest’s interactions with children whenever I was present? Perhaps my usual witnessing of whether sound doctrine is being taught? Who knows? God knows.

…and that because of false brethren unawares brought in, who came in privily to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, that they might bring us into bondage:  Galatians 2:4  (KJV)

Perhaps it was to step up my gifts of discernment.

As time travelled, I have worked with many homosexuals. Some I know have long term partners and have taken part in civil same-sex marriage ceremonies. I know of three friends, (maybe four) who have committed suicide perhaps for the reason of their sexuality: three successfully. Was it because they could not deal with the social stigma and the reality of their situation? I do not know, only they do. I will tell you that one of them was the one I wanted to hug on the main parade ground at the end of school term. The one I was blocked from doing so by whatever force was present. The one that all I managed to say was, “You will be OK. I don’t know what’s going on. I don’t know what’s troubling you. But you will be OK.”

Once I came close to accepting shared accommodation with two males who performed as Transvestites in Cabaret at the Beat Nightclub in the Valley back in the late eighties. They were lovely and pleasant young men.

I was meant to ring them back to advise a yes or no to accepting the room for my accommodation. I said, “I would definitely give them a call with an answer.”

The strangest thing when under spiritual assault, one ends up with confusion or a blockage to act on what they normally would. I am not saying I was under assault from them. I did not feel threatened by these boys at all.

I had lost the telephone number so I could not ring and advise the pair that I will not be taking the room. My next thought so that I could honour my statement that I would let them know of my decision, was to walk back up there and let them know personally. For the life of me, I could not remember where they lived. What street or house number, despite living in my family home only a street or two away in the same suburb.

If either of you ever read this, I do apologise for perhaps keeping you waiting for my answer by not contacting you. It appears it was out of my hands.

I ended up accepting accommodation, with a landlord who appeared to own half of West End at the time due to her grandmother’s inheritance. I moved into a place with lovely male uni student and another moved in not long after this. The Rialto Theatre was practically on my street corner and I had a beautiful flowering Japanese Cherry tree (or was it a peach tree) outside my bedroom window. I loved the fragrance that seeped in. I apologise and thank the one who all those years ago lent me their thick woollen blanket. I still use it today. I was to return it back to you when I moved out. This makes me a thief.

Over these past twenty odd years, I have come to the conclusion through lives shared and my own knowledge of spiritual discernment that my belief is that homosexuality comes about from three factors:

One – The person decided they want to experience and or had a belief that they were homosexually inclined therefore this scripture comes into play:

…Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones. | In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion. (Romans 1:26-27) KJV

Two – What if someone of the same sex desired you more intimately or what you had to offer? There are those who are quite prevalent in the practices of the ancient dark occultic arts and are able to place spiritual tendencies upon you in favour of having one behave in a way suitable to them. Using spiritual manipulation the perpetrator helps oneself to what they desire or turn another towards unnatural relations due to the anger in their hearts of being spurned.

Consider:

Therefore, the perpetrator encourages, deceives, taints and steals from one that was not necessary homosexually inclined. Therefore, through spiritual manipulation the victims became homosexually inclined and were accessed by the perpetrator for spiritual theft reasons and or reasons of lust or just plain harm. One can even consider, has an ex-partner who is well practiced in the dark occultic arts targeted and assaulted the rejecter for their spurned actions. Is the situation also cemented because one gave into the temptation being thrown at them?

Three – A few homosexual work colleagues have shared stories that they knew they were homosexually inclined since they were toddlers. One spoke of a distant relative often hovering over their cot as an infant toddler.

This brings me to a conclusion that despite the scientific world stating it is one’s genes and Lady Gaga singing ’I was born this way’, that those who play with the occult with the use of Satan’s power are afflicting a person. Therefore, I do not believe it is in one’s genetic makeup. Therefore, as stated indirectly in point Number 2, these babes in cots (arms) have been afflicted by a known member of the family. For God is a good God and designed His creation for the natural relations He intended. One pointed fact stated in the genetics class at University is that just because one carries a genetic disposition to a disease does not mean one will have symptoms associated with the genetic fault descriptive causes. Another lie of the Devil is to believe through genetics that one carries a gene for this or that disease. This gives the occultic world continual access to your flesh and blood. Yes, many will struggle with statement.

It is questionable and perhaps so, that my work colleagues who state that they knew they were homosexually inclined since a toddler perhaps were more susceptible to following down this path, not so much because they were genetically born to do so, more so because familiar spirits of old had been transferred into their body confusing their young soul and mind. Perhaps from members in the family who continually seek the Ancient Dark Art practices of Satan’s kingdom. Perhaps too, when a family member dies the spirit goes seeking an unprotected member in the family that has practiced and sought such abhorrent ways in the eyes of God.

…also he observed times, and used enchantments, and used witchcraft, and dealt with familiar spirits, and with wizards: he wrought much evil in the sight of the Lord, to provoke him to anger. (55yr reign in Jerusalem King Manasseh) (2 Chronicles 33:6) KJV

(I will add here, that an elderly one that I know who practiced in the art of divination and Reiki passed away recently. Within a week of the funeral their grandchild was in the psychiatric ward of the local hospital stating that, “The devil has entered me.”

Has the familiar spirits and demons that this person allowed entry into their own lives and therefore by association tainting the lives of others, especially those who have not found and been baptized in the name of the Father, the Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit? When this one’s fleshly body died, and the familiar spirits and demons that they allowed freedom within their own temple, lose their home, do they go seeking another home close to that which they knew?)

Therefore, the young children who state they are in the wrong body. Is it more a case of the familiar spirit or demon spending centuries within a given sex gender finding they have inhabited a body they do not agree with, so begins the motions for transgender body changes.

In my eyes it is plausible that the numerous cases in defence personnel who undergo transgender hormone and surgery procedures have come about from the defence department activities in the occult. The activities of the devils being given free reign into the human body during research and training exercises within the soldiers camps.

My thoughts only, I have no proof with the exception that God sees and knows all. If my thoughts are correct than God will hand down His judgements and salvation and mercy at the right time.

Point three reasoning comes about with the possibility that there are those who themselves have been inflicted with homosexual spirits and or demons from playing with the occult. They do not like this way of life within them and therefore are delivering the demon or demon spirit attached to them into these toddlers whilst they are still in the cradle. Weakening the effect on themselves, if not removing it entirely.

Whether this is to create harm within a family unit? Or they wanted to be delivered and free from that which has been placed within them, and to do so, it was a requirement to offload to another. Or it is a direct action and consequence of being in Satan’s playing fields?

Therefore the members in our communities who state homosexuals should be killed and those who bully homosexuals are persecuting many who may have no control over their situation due to the control of the demon and demon spirit within or upon them. Many forget the harm and jealousy Satan has for God’s people, even more specifically human beings.

And ought not this woman, being a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan hath bound, lo, these eighteen years, be loosed from this bond on the sabbath day? (Luke 13:16)KJV

Let me take this even further, since when did God the creator of all, the God of Moses, Isaac and Elijah, need another to murder for committed sin?

He doesn’t.

Yes, in the Old Testament, before the Salvation of Jesus Christ, God called for destruction of the many practicing in abhorrent ways. I believe commanding His people to fulfil His words and command, was to confirm that the ways are wrong and harmful to those who seek right ways of life with God, in a hope that the message would be received to stop once and for all.

Though, time and time again God has revealed, that He has taken out whole armies, not man.

For directly, in the case of the debauchery, violence, rape, licentiousness and the large scale sexual immorality, such that was spoken of in the towns of Sodom & Gomorrah. It was God who sent two angels to witness and confirm back to God the truth of the matter that He was hearing. It was one of the angels who said to Lot, “Don’t look back.” It was God who destroyed the town, not man.

“Flee for your lives! Don’t look back, don’t stop anywhere in the plain! Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!” (Genesis 19:17) NIV

Therefore if you have a serious complaint of a situation that is placed upon your heart and you believe is not right with God’s ways and teachings, then I suggest you keep your hands to yourself and pray about it without ceasing. Let God send out the discipline in the situations at hand.

Personally I do believe committing acts of homosexuality is a sinful act and not of God. It is spoken of in the book of Leviticus as the Lord speaks to Moses,

Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination. | Neither shalt thy lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion. (Leviticus 18:22-23) KJV

However, so is stealing as written in The Ten Commandments. A sin is a sin, no matter at what level one grades it over another. One should be wary of another’s ways rubbing off on them. One who encourages another to follow in the same path that will lead to trouble and further away from God’s boundaries of safe keeping.

I believe that it is one of Satan’s biggest attempts to defile God’s creation with acts of sodomy, and unnatural acts of sexual intimacy between members of the same sex. I have been informed sodomy produces much blood during penetration. Blood is a life force.

I even have to question the members in the community charged with crimes of indecent acts with animals; have they been spiritually manipulated to act out in confusion such indecency and offensive action by the aggressors practices in attempts to destroy the person’s character and employment positioning?

For many, I accept that it is your personal choice to desire and take part in acts of homosexuality. I have the same feelings for those who choose to take harmful drugs or choose to have multiple partners at once and ‘friends with benefits aka fuck buddies’. It is your choice; it is a way of life that is not for me. It does not mean I love you the less, I just do not agree with your actions or behaviour. I will not hate you for this, I will accept you but I will not give you permission to say that it is acceptable way of life in a community. I certainly do not enjoy watching that which can destroy. I see the harm in these decisions to pursue such ways of life. I may distance my self for self preservation, to minimise spiritual filth from being offloaded upon me, due to ways of life that mingle in the sphere of spiritual filth. It is your choice, not mine.

It is for this reason I believe one should accept a homosexual’s choice until understanding and a greater conscience comes. In the same way we accept those we love who do drugs, although we dislike the act and wish they would stop for their health and preservation. For all have made decisions that have required some change of direction of one’s ways further down life’s path.

For those who state including science that ‘nobody can be 100% straight’; is a lie. Be rebuked in the authority of Jesus Christ for such a lie. Though, I speak with homosexual women in my workplace, I do not disdain the person. I work well with them, as I do most colleagues. I do not speak of their sex life but their home life when finding common ground. I would prefer to work with a homosexual then one who uses spiritual manipulation to harm. The act on the other hand if presented to me is offensive in my eyes. I am 100% straight. I can view a passing woman and acknowledge she has been blessed with much beauty. I can appreciate the beauty in a woman’s naked body. But at no time do I desire it. My whole body retracts within, as if the thought is offensive for me to take part in an act that is innately not correct with my way of life.

…I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God and they shall be my people. | And they shall teach no more every man his neighbour, and every man his brother, saying, Know the Lord: for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest of them, saith the Lord… (Jeremiah 31:33-34)KJV

Science is twisting the truths of creation and nature to enable those who do harm to get away with what they do without question. Science and research I acknowledge at times appears to operate at the expense of the people, despite the many good discoveries of the past for the betterment of mankind. It is to say human beings are nothing more than animals and are there for the curiosity and manipulation of others in controlled environments and factors. There has been too much of human experimentation already for the sake of science.

More so, Satan and his demons are using the creative intelligence God equipped human beings with to further Satan’s cause to destroy and harm man-kind. Many of you are placing the care of your children and those you love into the laws and structures directed by demons. Perhaps it is your own fault. Too many parents tell their children there is no god. We don’t need some mythical higher being.

There is a joke that has done the rounds. Yes, a male shared it with me. For, though the punch line is funny it also churns my stomach when I hear and think of it. It is not agreeable to my way of life and an image my mind does not like to picture. Unfortunately I am a visual, audio person. What I hear often creates the image in my mind.

You can seek the answer your self. I’m sure one could find it on the web. The line goes;

What do Lesbians and a train track have in common…..

I am not one to state you will not make it to heaven if one practices the acts of homosexuality. For I am fully aware Jesus Christ came to forgive everyone’s sins. At anytime in ones lifetime one may come to a conclusion that perhaps they have not been living in accordance with The Way The Truth & The Life as Jesus Christ taught through the study and seeking of God’s written word. For the chains of this world are quite strong and can hold one in bondage for a lifetime. A desire to be brought to the truth of the situation by acknowledging any conscience of one’s acts brought to one’s mind by the Holy Spirit. One may be receiving revelations in one’s life in regards there lifestyle, including homosexuality.

For it is by asking and seeking God’s truths through direct prayer, infilling of the Holy Spirit and reading and studying Gods’ breathed inspired word that one’s eyes are open to the factions in matters of one’s life.

Tolstoy’s classic Anna Karenina, is beautifully created in a film directed by Joe Wright. Anna’s husband, a Russian Imperial Minister states, “I will not give you permission to sin.”; when she embarks on an affair with one she loves.

For this same reason, I would vote against ‘Same Sex Marriage’ being made legally binding in Australia’s constitution.

I too, will not give you permission to sin.

I accept we all sin. I believe to make ‘same sex marriage’ legally binding will have disastrous effects on the blessings from God that this country still currently holds and experiences.

I also believe that those who have been spirituality swayed to believe they are homosexual and move forward with a legal union with their chosen and loved same sex partner may have serious psychological scarring when they realise they have been swayed and deceived by Satan.

I have taken the situation to God the creator of all, about the Australian schools teaching that homosexuality is a natural way of life, and have also rebuked in the authority of Jesus Christ these false teachings that it is a natural way of life to follow down these paths.

That each of you should learn to control his own body in a way that is holy and honourable, not in passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God; and that in this matter no one should wrong his brother or take advantage of him. The Lord will punish men for all such sins, as we have already told you and warned you. (1 Thessalonians 4:4-6) KJV

I believe the children should be taught tolerance of other people’s ways of life. Including that some choose homosexuality as their normal way of life. In the same way some choose high class drugs of cocaine, heroin and ice as their recreational entertainment to reach an unnatural high and become seriously ill and addicted to the harm. There are those in our communities who steal. We do not like the activity, but it happens. Therefore, despite peoples chosen way of life, (or for some forced way of life), it is not for everybody. Do not ask me to partake in the same activities of those listed above.

I do not believe it is innately born within one and therefore children should not be taught or encouraged to believe this or encouraged to try this way of life. That is the Devil’s lie and his workers in the community are attempting to plant the seed and let it grow rampant within the society.

For I believe, on succumbing to the temptation of the seduction, the homosexual spirit is shared between the parties involved and the homosexual spirit grows within the new member. I have witnessed this in one of my workplace’s, where some girls decided to experience with same-sex sexual intimacy based on conversations I overheard in the workplace of such experimentation, that I guess the openness came from the open talk of the female boss who is comfortable in her ways living in a homosexual relationship whilst they were out drinking one evening. I assure you the conversation that passed around me as I worked was offensive to my ears.

A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump. – (Galatians 5:9)KJV

I understand it to be the person continues to give in to the temptation and the yearning burns greater each time one succumbs. Standing strong against the temptation and the ache of desire weakens and eventually dissipates.

Perhaps a reason why it is not a good decision to enlist homosexuals in the Defence Department., for the Nation may be letting Satan’s spirit to make the decisions in regards war tactics for this country and it may not necessary be in the best interest of the people, in comparison to leadings by the Holy Spirit.

One’s choices to decide to experiment with their sexuality and accept to travel down the path of same sex exploration intimacy at a stage in one’s life, leaves one open to travel down the path again and unwittingly invite such ways into their home. The spirit may be laying dormant waiting for another opportunity to awaken. I believe if one has changed their views on acts from their past life they should seek God’s forgiveness and the error of their ways to assist in not allowing the act and spirit to awaken in children born later in life. It is not as harmless as one reasons;

I am fully aware that one can transfer spirits and demons to others. Hence, that is why it is even more so a great legal crime for a teacher to instigate and or move forward with sexual intimacy of one of its pupils.

What? Know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh. But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit. (1 Corinthians 6:16-17) KJV

Therefore, in the same way, those who choose and focus on Jesus Christ’s way of life, will move in His Holy Spirit. So to can this be perceived as those who hook up with a harlot, a ‘spiritual whore’ (one who plays with the occult and the Devil’s craft) will too be afflicted by the same spirit that the harlot moves in.

If in their journey of life, for whatever reasons this becomes a way of life, then they will have no reason to feel shame or attempt suicide, for they will know they have acceptance in the community. Why should all homosexuals be made to feel guilty of an act that may not be within their control? For the spiritual veils and entities placed on some are difficult to overcome. The Lord will bring them to a conscience soon enough if one is questioning His truths and whether or not they are acting in disobedience to the Lord’s ways.

Teaching tolerance that people live differently will hopefully prevent the bigotry that comes about when one is threatened by another’s way of life.

I believe opening children up to sexual situations at too young an age is harmful to their childhood and robs them of if too soon.

At twelve I did not know what a virgin was. Did I need to? The boys in primary school were asking me, “Was I a virgin?” My friend said, “Just say yes.” I replied, “I cannot say yes to something that I did not know what it was.” She wasn’t about to explain it to me either.

Again, sometimes it is better to let children enjoy their youth before complicating it to early with the messiness of sexual intimacy and the extra emotions on the heart that goes with it.

‘The Notebook’ film production directed by Nick Cassavetes is one of much young adolescent innocent love. It is revealed throughout the storyline that no intimate sexual encounter occurred during Noah and Allie courting and up until the time Noah and Allie were separated and moved on in different directions of their young lives. The courting scenes reveal pure unadulterated innocence time of intimacy spent together without the pressure of sexual discovery in the relationship.

There is a scene in the movie, where Noah has picked up and drawn into him Allie whose legs are wrapped around him in a beach scene. There is such innocence in their love for each other and in this embrace. For they have not experienced sexual intimacy together, and all notions of that embrace going beyond the truth of eternal love into sexual intimacy would degrade and void the scene. One can see that it is not of a sexual desire that they come together but of deeper love within them, for they know not of sexual experience in the other.

I see the same for the children, it is better not to introduce them to sexual ways of life in education to early in age at primary school. This is to avoid the confusion of their actions being seen as sexualised and the children can maintain their innocence of play.

Introducing the children too early to thoughts of sexual activity brings them to a conscience of sexual exploration that may not have been there prior to a sex education class.

Seeing the promiscuity out in our suburbs, yes if I had a child I would have issues with a teacher stating what they believed to be acceptable and what I consider to be acceptable in my child’s way of life learning. I also am familiar with the witches in our communities employed in the education department. Do you really want one who worships Satan, teaching your children their ways?

Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves: who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen. (Romans 1:24-25) KJV

Your children’s rights are being violated and taken away from them by those with hidden agendas. Does the community want those who listen to devils that harm and destroy, make the decisions of what is best for your children’s development?